Friday, February 4, 2011

am i look like im care ??

hehh . am i look like i care ? yes . a lot . a lot . know what ? i went to my atok sedare ' s house today . oke . with my parents and beyeh . em . it hurt inside actually . otw home my abah only call my bro's name .

example :

abah : harris look at that , that where your mother and i went to eat when only both of us here .
ma : harris that was  penampar penambang which i used when i was young .
abah : harris look at that , blalala

are they forget that i'm also in that car ? act like i'm not exist . em . i know . i'm not like my beyeh . his so nice , soOOO perfect enough to be their ''anak emas'' whatsoever .
i don't care . my sis once said that .

kak ina : beyeh anak emas abah . bepih anak emas ma .
me : kita anak emas siapa ?
kak ina : nobody care about us . deal with it .

seiously . i'm damn hurt . it's that im angry withn  them , it just it's not fair . ok ? that my fault if i'm jealous ? no rite . idk . or maybe just my feeling . huhhh . idk !



p/s : whatever .

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