akak dah sambung degree

astaghfirullah

lamanya tak update blog.

dulu blog pun suka2 since takde benda nak dibuat

last update pun 3 tahun lepas masa habis diploma
sekarang dah sambung degree dan dah bertunang.

alhamdulillah,

nanti dah kawen pulak akak update.

kahkahkah

bye

p/s : tak sangka bertunang dengan orang yang aku pernah usha dekat dataran ipb 5 tahun lepas.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahah kkkkkbye

diploma dah habis, bro

I've just finish my diploma last three weeks. but then I don't know what should I do in the future. Its difficult I think. I think a lot lately, like a lot a lot. If I said a lot, it really is. because I'm rarely think a lot like this before. hehe. back to the story, actually I think about to continuing my study or just stop at diploma level and go find a work for survive my own life. eceh. I keep thinking about financial, because for me it is the important thing after all. Trust me, if they say money can't buy happiness, they lied. Money can buy me a book, and it is my happiness. haha. oh my lord, I always do this thing, tell other story that not related. Back to track,  I don't know what should I do. I want to earn my own money, I want to continue my study, I want to buy a car, and  a lottttttttttttttt of lother stuff that I want to buy. For now, I keep thinking about my future, what will happens to me? what will I do? What is gonna happens if I work first, study later, what if I do that, what if what ifffff?

My result will be out on 1 November. It is scary man. This is the end. This is final. I should get good grade, or at least I pass all my papers. If not? I don't know. :( I can't sleep, I have no feel to eat. I don't know what happens to me. Maybe I keep thinking so many things and I can't figure out one by one. hahaha. Typical me. I said to people that I have problems, when people asked me what is my problem, I will say, I don't know. Funny aite?

About work, I keep asking my friends, is there any vacancy at their place. Two of them ask for my resume. I want to get a job because a lot of things I want to do. For now, i just stay home and doing nothing, other than eating, sleeping, watching television. Its quite boring okay after three weeks. Even though it seems like okay to rest after three years struggling with studies. I want to gain experience to work at the office even I love to involve in F&B(food and beverages) industry.

By the way, about continuing my study, I've just applied it. I actually it was 50-50 but idk. I just follow the flow. I can't think other things anymore. It was hard. I keep procrastinate it. Avoid it if I can, but somehow I want to do it. I just apply and I wish I don't get it or get it or idk! Its 3.05 in the morning and I talking about serious thing and it my future. urghhhhh okbye